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i have no idea how long this is going to be. yesterday was bamboozle. i went to kiddy's house around 7:45. kiddy, mama a, marissa and i left around 9:00 to go get something to eat then we headed for new jersey. after getting lost for about an hour, we finally got to the meadowlands around 11. the line to get in was so long and we thought we would miss the cab. at first when we were waiting on line it was still raining but by the time we got in, the sun came out. thank god. right when we got in we went straight to the cab and didn't miss any of it. we got to the middle of the crowd and that was about as far as we were gunna go. their set was great. after they ended we went to find cat's mom to give her our bags. cartel was on after the cab and before ftsk so we just wondered around till ftsk. during that time we found sam ruh and tried to find the bamboozle singing tent for ftsk at 3:30. it took us a while but we found it. along with eric bowley from tsa. he's so sweet. then i call lauren and she says shes by the ferris wheel so i was looking for her and shes standing right in front of me. we seriously attacked each other. i was so happy to see her. we went to say hi to ziggy at ftsk's tent for a little while then around around 1:45 we walked over to the imagination stage to get ready to go in the crowd for ftsk. it was so big i didn't know how we were gunna do it. we left sam and cat and i went in. turns out we got second row.... we're amazing. when they came out i was in tears. the entrance is the cutest thing ever, they would do something like that. i had the biggest smile on my face the whole set. when they played catastrophe i basically died. my favorite song, jonathan sees me, points and waves. i was hysterical. he remembered me, wow. during shes a lady i realized that cat had already gotten out since the crowd was going crazy. but i ended up getting barricade, though it was the last song. i still got it. when they ended i ran out to find cat and sam. i was crying, my hair was a mess, i lost my eyeliner and sharpie. i was still the happiest person ever. we walked over to the singing and the line was so long there's no way if we got on we'd be able to meet them. as we were standing by the front we see ftsk walking to the tent. jonathan walks up to me, grabs my hand and says " it's so nice to see you again, thank you so much for the picture." i was melting and once again, hysterical. did he seriously remember me? after that there was no way i'm not going to the signing. so i asked some girls that looked really nice, if i gave them 20 dollars can we go behind them. they let us but they didn't want the money. this means a lot to me and i felt bad so i gave them 10. there actually are some nice people out there. when it was our turn to go up, i was shaking like crazy. i was so happy. they're all so amazing. when i got to cook i couldn't stop smiling. he was being so cute. since sam was done and you can't take pictures when you're with them, she snuck a picture from the side of us hugging. it's adorable. after the signing we went to say hi to ziggy and and we met all of this providence. then it hit me that i forgot to give jonathan a note that i wrote him the night before. so we ran to cat's mom and got the note then walked over to the singing, they were still there. i asked the security guard if i can just give this to jonathan fast and he said no, sasshole. we went over to where we saw them walk in and i saw the two girls on the line again, waiting for a different signing. so obvs ftsk is coming out soon. as they were getting up i started to die again. austin came out and ran through everyone, then disappeared. when jonathan walked out some girls asked him for pictures so he did like 2 or 3 fast then walked closer to me. i look at him and said " jonathan, i forgot to give this to you!" he looks at me, smiles, gives me the biggest hug and says "omg thank you so much." that just meant a lot to me. we went to go watch danger radio now. we said hi to gunz and eric again the went into the crowd. those boys get cuter every time. when they finished we went over to the side and talked to andy, andrew, elan and spencer. cat called laur so andrew can leave a message, he sang to her. i know she was dying (: . when we left them we met brooks from mayday and then went back to ziggy before cobra. he's so funny. for cobra we didn't go into the crowd, we stood in the back. i wasn't even excited to see them but they were great. after that we went back to see the danger boys but the signing was over, it was okay because we already met them and when they came out of the tent we talked to them for a few seconds. then we walked around for a long time and went back to ziggy while all time low played. i gave him 20 dollars because its ziggy and ftsk and they all deserve it. he's so fun to talk to and he made fun of our new york accents. "MAH WAAAAWTUH" ahahaha. dw. after like a half hour of talking i turn around and see jonathan samuel cook. my heart stops. he came over to me and we hugged and took the cutest picture ever. then he told me that he missed me. i fell like every time i saw him that day he was acting 10 times cuter. i said bye to ziggy when cook left and we followed him because kiddy wanted a picture. he took a few but then he went behind a stage so she never got it. i can't believe i met him four times in one day, i couldn't have asked for anything else. we sat down for fall out boy bcuz we we're tired as hell and couldn't stand up anymore. we were waiting to leave and i saw gunz and lauren we went to say bye to them before we left. it didn't rain at all the whole day of being outside. this was the best week of my life and i haven't been this happy in so long. jonathan cook, kyle burns, caleb turman, marc stewart, austin bello, kent garrison and ziggy, i love you guys.