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it's memorial day and my family's here for a bbq, so fun. bye (:

edit: so it's already eight o'clock and i forgot i had like pages and pages of bio homework today that counts twice, fuck. i always save everything for last minute, then i forget. this whole night everyone was talking to me about regents and everything. i feel like the stress bubble above my head is going to pop, i'm so scared. my dad said if i don't pass, i'm not going to california. if you know me well enough, you know how much going means to me. i just want it to be the end of june, done with school and everything. my best friend is coming here in 11 days, hopefully that'll take some stress away. i haven't been this excited in a while.

edit 2: so as much as i'd rather ftsk and selena not record together...... i need to let it go. it's not like i can stop it or anything. if they're happy with it, i'm happy with it. she just really should stick to acting, not singing. honestly, i don't think shes a good singer. i don't want people to look at them as if they're a joke because of it. whutev, i miss them so much ):