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i really should be studying some more, but i'm gunna go to devins with lia and melissa instead. my dad tried to convince me that i take a really long time to get ready. 2 hours, that's not too bad. ahaha, oh wellz! it's finally not raining, thank god. bye (:

edit: so my dad dosen't understand how bad i need to go to california. i haven't been there in almost 3 years, i miss it more than anything. no dad, i'm not going the end of the summer. i will pass my regents, and i will go the end of next week. adults don't get it at all. school is putting kids through hell. we have it a lot worse than you did. the stress level on every high school kid in new york is higher than ever around this time. why are we the only state with regents? forget going to a college in new york. no other colleges even look at your regents scores. so why bother, huh? it's just so much harder than it seems. to sit there and look at your notes knowing that your one test closer to summer and being done with everything for 3 months doesn't help you concentrate. i would do anything to get straight a's. please pray for me that i pass these next three regents, nobody even understands why. but i'm terrified.