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really, why are people counting down till school starts? everyone complains how close it is and then starts a countdown. wtf are you doing? anyway! i woke up at 1:30 today. that really needs to stop, haahha. amanda told me to get ready so we can go shopping. so i showered and what not then we went to applebees for lunch! that was good, tho i am getting sick of it. we went to the bank and got gas then went to the commack marshalls, i got a reallly cute shirt there and mander got a bag for her birfday. aftah that we got starbucks and went to roosevelt feild mawl. got a cute vneck from american apparel, and walked around uh forever. we left there and came home for dinner plus straightened up a little so we dont get in trouble. then went to the outlets and got red mango along with kohls for new converse, mmmmm teal <3. i love them. we went to kiddys house to say hi to her and laur for like 15 minutes then came home. today was a good day, the weather was great too. hopefully it's like that again tomorrow, bye (:

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wow. i wasted my day laying on my couch .... watching movies and sleeping. now i'm listening to the gunz show since i haven't in sooo long. hopefully i can stay up a little longer. i just want to sleep more. ahhaha bye (:

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you really are starting to bother me a lot, i have no idea why. whatever. today was boring and i have nothing to talk about. i don't feel like writing. all i want is to find a way to six flags friday, the end. bye (:

edit: oh? idk who was bothering me................. good thing i make no sense. whoever you were. i love you.

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blaaaah, one week till ftsk. not like it matters cause i'm not going. not even thinking about yesterday is putting me in a good mood, that's sad. i seriously have been crying for about 3 hours, i hate this. boo. someone please take me to six flags friday, i'll do anything. bye.

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i'm so happy right now, alghagksl today was great. i picked up kiddy around one and we stopped to get lunch quick, then went to the crazy donkey! the line wasn't long at all and as soon as we go on we met this girl sam, she was so nice. right away suarez came outside and we all went over and talked / took pictures. then went back on line. "HES ALLERGIC TO WATERMELONS" good for you. ha. the line was separated into too so we all move up and weren't close anymore to the buses! the ice cream man came, i got my sonic head whatever dude ice cream which turned my mouth so blue. i wanted to go sit by the bus while everyone was waiting on line but sam and kiddy didn't wanna come so i walked up to this girl who loves suarez and she and her other friend came with me. erin and emily, they're so nice. we met more friends: olivia, olivia, amanda, melisssa, alexa and samantha while we were standing over there. nate came out, he seriously looked like a zombie and needed sleep, but he was so cute and stayed and took pictures with us for like 5 minutes. after like a half hour they all went to do sound check and gabe was holding a bat and i asked him for a high five and he grabbed my hand and held it (: do want. he promised he would come out and talk after interviews and sound check. in the mean time, we met vicky-t. she wasnt in the greatest mood and everyone was pushing her, not cool. but later on she was in a great mood. sam, shaunna and mel came. and i had story time with them, kiddy, olivia, olivia and amanda about 4/30 since "ooa" watched me get on the bus. around 5:45 we all went back to our spot in line since we weren't there the whole time. they let us in at 6 and we went right to the back outside where we stand every show. chatted with john all night, he really did love us. vicky-t and her two friends came over to us and we played would you rather for a good 20 minutes, so much fun. she's so sweet. we talked to andrew goldstein ova the fence, he gave me his favorite bracelet and some topspotusa.com one tooo, thank you :D i saw him later on and he gave me a huge hug, but we never took a picture, booooo! gunz promised me he'd call jonathan and let me talk to him about the hat, that never happend. thank you. when cobra was walking in to go play we stopped them, gave vicky-t another lay cause she forgot it! then i gave gabe one, we took a picture over the fence, how cute. haha. we ran inside and shaunna and i lost everyone once we got in the crowd. as soon as they played, gabe ripped off the lay and threw it into the crowd, he would. they played pete wentz, nice guys, gggb, hollaback boy, snakes on a plane, the city is at war, pleasure ryland, kiss my sass, damn you look good, smile for the paparazzi, my moves are white, send my love to the dance floor, the world has its shine<33333 i cried, diamond girl and guilty pleasure. during gp there was a circle pit so i left shaunna, ran through the pit and got a lot closer, just for like half the song, but it was great and i cried some more. as soon as they ended shaunna and i ran outside to wait for them to come out, we got there before a lot of people, but we didnt go by the bus cause they have to come out from the back, so we stood over there by john. then a lot more people started to come. gabe was standing there talking to people on his side of the caution tape for a good 10 minutes, then came by us. he started on the right and we were in the middle. i was going to punch the girl next to me or rip her head off, something that would make her shut up. idc what color sharpies you have or that you wanted to go to bamboozle, or that you don't know whose in what band, why are you even here? haaaaa. i'm so nice. gabe came over to usss and took a pictuah with shaunna then he was signing shaunna's bag and i was like "we got married decemeber 7th. 2007" and hes like "who?!" i said "me and you!" and then it was silent for like 2 seconds and hes like "omg i remember that! and you came back and gave me that statue thing at the signing!" oh really, like 5 tours, 5724986723 fans and 2 years later the man still remembers that. he gave me his all access bracelet and a bracelet someone made for him! so i had him call my friend danielle and while he was on the phone he grabbed my hand and started playing with it and we were like holding hands their whole phone call and he like pet my face, it was so cute. we took our picture~ obvs. and talked for like another minute, then when we left he kissed me on the cheek and i walked away hysterical crying (: that made my night. we found sam and kiddy over by suarez, so i had him call danielle tooo. when i said bye he gave me such a big hug and said "it was good seeing you." i didn't get to meet ryland, but i'm satisifed with who i met and what happend. i guess the crazy donkey is where i have all my good luck now. tonight was amazing. "you guys are always fucking cobras for life!" xo. bye (:

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dear forever the sickest kids, i miss you guys a lot and 9 more days till i see your beautiful faces. sincerely, your favorite person ever. she likes on repeat all day. cobra tomorrow~ bye (:

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another boring day, i miss ftsk a lot. sleeping at cats! bye (:

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all i want to say is that for whoever got jonathan the same hat that i have had sitting in my room for two months, thank you. thank you for making me now feel like an asshole when i hand him his hat beacuse he already has it. really. who cares if im "over reacting" i twitpiced a picture of the hat, he replied to it. i'm sure you saw that, and saw the hat. over 400 people did. i hope you know that you just ruined it for me. the next present, he wont be getting two of, because i'll keep that a secret. even when i'm not happy i put a smiley face after the bye, it's just because i have been since day one. idk bad habit? bye (:

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oh the cab, i've missed them so much since bamboozle. though the band isn't the same anymore without cash and ian they still did great. i got to roosevelt field around 4 and met up with sam and shaunna at dicks~. we walked to macys, sam got her makeup and den we went outside by the stage and all the tents. we played some fun hoolahoop game at the truth tent and won some coool stuff. the cab came on at 5 so we walked ova to the stage and watched them qts. dw them all the time except when deleon sings i gotta feeling, ha! when they ended we went over to the fye tent for their signing but we all already have the cd, so we went to walk into the mall and the boys passed us in secuirty cars. marshall points to the three of us then points to the signing, but we weren't going ): boo. bryan rolls down his window, makes a kissy sound and does an air kiss. it was histerical and really cute. we went and got f00d then went back to sams. we went in the pool and what not. took the funniest videos ever. shaunna and i are both sleeping over sams, this should be fun. oh the cab, i'm sad you said you're not coming back to the east coast for a few months, but new music would be great. bye (:

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today was emily and sarahs birthday party! it was a lot of fun. minus the heat / hair messing up. emily and i basically stayed in her room most of the time with the nice ac, ha. good host! val picked me up around 10 and we went to town to meet up with her friends ben and mike. amanda eventually met up with us. it took us forever to say bye, i'm gunna miss her sooo much. i had fun the past 3 months with her. bye (:

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today's pretty boring. hopefully i get to see val later since she's going back to school on sunday. this summer has been amazing with her, i love her to death. i feel like cleaning my whole house, so i might do that now. bye (:

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happy birthday kiddy, i love you. bye (:

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i loved today. laura and i got on the 11:18 train to penn, when we got in we ran to kmart cause my eyeliner was uh..... stuck in the cap? ahaha. we walked out and met up with sam! we got a taxi and gor dropped off at central park, where tsa was hanging out. everyone was just sitting in a huge circle telling their stories, it was fun. after like an hour, stella, taylor and everyone else showed up. laur, sam and i hung out with stella along with two other girls, audrey and lauren. we took group pictures and what not. with like 12 other people plus andrew and eric, we all walked nyc to the subway, but had to stop twice for food, ricos empananananadas~ ha. walking in all the heat we did manage to get to the venue. sam, laura and i got chipolte! and kiddy met up with us. it rained for like 5 minutes so we sat inside and when it stopped we got on the line, really close. when we got in kiddy and laur ran to the front and sam and i sat in the movie theater seats. during every band that played before tsa, sam and i were hanging out with stella, talking to andrew and andy, going into the bathroom and taking pictures, idk we basically did everything. when the color fred came on i left sam and went into the crowd, third row. but by the end i was second, right behind my best friends. sam came down for tsa. they opened with come what may, one of my favorites. ealier in the day i asked andrew if he can say happy birthday kiddy before the man i am, since it's her favorite. and he told me to remind him when he was walking around before their set, which i did. so after laura and sam were screaming at him to look at his hand, he says "o by the way it's our friend kiddys birthday today, so this song is for her." she deserved it a lot and was bawling her eyes out. happy tears (: at the end of the show we all went outside by tsa's van. you'd think that everyone would go over there but there was only like 15 people? andrew had a potato gun, shooting everyone while eating his colored twizzlers. we took retarded pictures and just talked for like a good 20 minutes, attempted group pictures with eric which just failed. eric gave me the biggest hug ever and thanked me for giving him a drink and it was just sew qt. we were the last 4 people standing there with them. after saying bye we dropped sam off at penn, sang happy birthday to kiddy at 12 and stopped for some good. i loved every minute of today, it was so great. i will love you til the day that i am dead. bye (:

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lmfao what happend today? i dont remember, bye (:

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lia and melissa are sleeping over today, i haven't seen them since july. we went to the mall and drove around with amanda for hours, ha if only people knew what we were doing ahahaha. omg i love my life and my friends, bye (:

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ha i dont even remember what i did today. thats the bad thing about "write later" cause i never even want to come back and write. bye (:

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gina's block party today wif da best <3 bye (:

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i feel like i've done everything today. laur, kiddy and i went to baja with val for lunch then laura went home and we went to the mall! amanda met up wif us after worrrrrk. we were there for a good 3 hours and i got a cobra bracelet<3. like i dont have enough things on my arms? when we came back here mama ah picked kiddy and i up and we went to the movies. we saw the time travelers wife, soooo cute. hopefully val comes back over cause i'm bored. bye (:

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i love go karting with my best friends, going to port jeff for ice cream and driving around aimlessly for 2 hours. it's always fun. oh, i'm really worried about you. if you need to talk you know i'm here for you. but the things i've heard are just blowing up inside me. i dont want anything to happen cause you're pretty fuggin awesome. bye (:

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best friends again today, aw love them. bye (:

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another boring day, welll kinda. so i might be auditioning for something? i have no idea what it's for but it's something! mmmmm let's see how that works out and if i even do go. my life needs some entertainment, bye (:

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what an eventful day. i went to tropical smoothie with kiddy and mama ah! we attempted to get tan on the hottest day of the year and failed. awesome. gina picked us up and we went to panera quick then back to her house and everyone met up with us. 5 cars fulla people going laser tagging. and that didn't work out since they were closed. so we were gunna go to some go karting place but it was lightning so we went to applebees! that was fun, i love my friends. bye (:

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o, i forgot what happened today. bye (:

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JONATHAN COOK, MARC STEWART, CALEB TURMAN, KYLE BURNS, KENT GARRISON AND AUSTIN BELLO IN 27 DAYS S;DGHSELGHWEGOIEWHGWE, LOVE LIFE. BYE (:

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i love hanging out with my best friends and getting everything off my mind. first good day in a while and i loved it. bye (:

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bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood bad mood. thats all, bye (:

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oh cool, fun day? not. bye (:

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i'm in a bad mood all the time, it's horrible and i hate it. i saw dan, christine and bodie today in town and that was prolly the highlight of my day. oh and finding out ftsk and trs are touring together in the fall, that helped a lot too. bye (:

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really, my life is so boring latley. i do nothing but clean, shower and get ready as if i'm going somewhere and i'm not. sitting home all day watching movies isn't always what i've wanted to do in the summer. but i guess some days it just has to be like that. i realllly miss ftsk and i want a fall tour to be announced soon, real soon. bye (:

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i've done absolutely nothing today and i hate it, bye (:

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mmm! laura and i went to lunch with mama ah today, that was great. i love her a lot. after lunch we went and looked at this amazing, amazing house on the beach and ughieowgthni it's just great. i'd die to live there. we went to this reallly good bakery and got cookies shaped as frogs, ahaha ".... i have a frog in my stomach." then of course, we got our nails done. they loooook so qt. she dropped us off at sammys house and 30 minutes later gina picked us up. we went to fridays in huntington for dinner! i hardely touched my salad cause my stomach was in a knot and my waitress is gunna find my dna, yah. we went to red mango, mm third time this week, i need to stop. i got picked up from ginas at 11 and amanda took me and kim to applebees, why did i get food and not eat it? lulz. i'm tired, bye (: