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today finally felt like a fall day, it was so cold and still looked beautiful outside. i love it. the crunchy leaves and everything. this week is going by really fast. i woke up late but i was done getting ready earlier than usual, impressive. school was actually okay. though i really hate some of my teachers, i'm starting to enjoy it a lot more than i did last year. i'm signing up for psat's tomorrow. i have no idea what they are on but i guess i should look into that? this is my last ~*~ daily blog ~*~ on here, then i'm switching to tumblr. i've been using it everyday, just writing dumb things, but it's a lot more creative then this so i wanted to switch. i'm still continuing this though! i need to go shopping for jeans and hoodies, two favorite things! i've been looking more into what i want for christmas / my birthday and a nikon d60 sounds pretty amazing. though its expensive, i'm going to have to find a way to get that. bye (:

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first off HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAURA!!!! my best friend is now older then me ): not for long! 62 days!! i hope she had a reaaaally good birthday. school went by pretty fast, tomorrow is already wednesday so that's good. i hardly see jill anymore so she came over off the bus, we caught up on so much ha, and took a nice long nap. my dad told us we should make youtube videos and send them to disney, i think we're going too... anyway, she left around 8:30. now i'm watching selena on dancing with the stars, awww! today's a good day. bye (:

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this picture killlls me, cute hat buddy. where did you get it? (: i ordered his shoes today! they should be here in like 20 days. he better wear them. i dont feel like writingingigniging. i dont even remember what i did today. possibly nothing. tomorrow is my best friends birthday, AW! bye (:

edit: i think i'm going to switch to tumblr, blogger......... i hate you

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i'm really not in the mood to write, i went to sammy / jakers house for sammy's birthday gathering with my best friends. it was fun seeing people i haven't seen in a while...... kristina, i've missed her a lot. we caught up on so much and i'm glad i got to see her again. it's weird that you have other friends, it use to be alll of us and now we don't even know anyone and feel so awkward. but i'm happy you've grown up a lot. tonight was fun, i love that group of friends, so much. bye (:

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happy birthday daniellllle! i woke up at 12 today, i love sleeping late. finally wayne came lmfao, took long enufff. i got ready and around 2 val picked me up, i've missed her! we went to baja for lunch, mmm love. caught up on some things. after we ate we went to like 3 halloween stores to find her costume which we didn't find, so she drove me back home. hopefully i see her before she goes back to school. at 4:30 my dad drove me to danielles for her party~. after finally finding our way, i got there and entered a room full of people, where i only knew 3. so awkward haha. marianna and i found out a lotta crap that has been tossed around as if it's no big deal. dude, you don't say the same crap to the same people. they will end up being friends and you will get all of this shit thrown back at you. you need some help because you've never learned from your mistakes, ever. anyway, the party was fun. i left around 10. now i'm sooo tired and i want cookie dough, bye (:

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mmmmm today was g00d. school went by fast, having 2 fire drills always makes the day better. ha! after school i came home quick and waitied for amanda, then we went to the outlets to look for a zebra snuggie...... which we failed but i got a " i love jonathan" key chain. lmfao. we went to the mall, and she got her snugggie. i came home quick and changed, then emily and sarah picked me up! we met up wif amanda and went to fridays for dinnnner. mmmm! afterwards we went over to the carnival, met up with con, mike, kim and cody. went da zipppppper and a lot of spinny things ahaha. i was good till the kiddy ride, then i felt like i was going to puke my brains out. so cody and i went and sat in his car for like 20 minutes just listening to music and i almost fell asleeep. kim's mom came around 8:30, and took con, emily and sah back to their house. while me, mike and kim went with cody. when we got to kims, sah and i played mission impossible.... obvs. we alll just talked the whole night and sat outside, ate and that fun stuff. cody just dropped me off and i'm exhausted, bed soooon! bye (:

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i stayed home from school today! when i woke up i feel horrible, so jim said i could stay home. first time in 3 years, ahahaha. i woke up at 9, why? i dont know but once i was up, i was feeling a lot better. amanda got up at 12 and we went and got lunch. came home, showered and got ready then we went to bed bath and beyond for her friends wedding, coinstar.............................. i finally got up to 120$. for jonathans shoes. i'm ordering them tomorrow. i've been saving up for a good month and a half and i finallly did it. i wanna cry :D. ha. we went to waldbaums and vistied sammy and gina, plus went shopping. then target to look for a zebra snuggie, that failed. starbucks for pumplin spice latte<333. the mall, no snuggie. other target, no snuggie. two walgreens, no snuggie. and waldbaums, no snuggie. lmfao. we're gunna make cookies tonight. mmm! today's a good day. bye (:

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i'm soooooooo sick. i woke up and my head was pounding, i thought i was going to die. of course, i went to school. complained all day long. came home and went to the stores with amanda, then went to panera for dinner. got some soup which i thought would help. when we got home i passed out for a good 2 hours. at 6:30 i woke up and realized i had homework, that sucks. i did that and now my stomach is starting to hurt... if i'm this sick tomorrow, there's no way in hell i'm going to school. no way. i have so many things to do this weekend, can i just get better? please. bye (:

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let me tell you how my day went. sneezing, coughing, sniffling every five seconds and my head felt like it was 10 pounds more than it is. really? being sick is AWESOME. why do people even get sick? it's so pointless. so, being "normal" with you for once is... pretty nice. this whole time knowing you we've just been on repeat, but now i think we're finally starting to grow up, thanks. i need to get better soon, it's been like 2 days and i feel like death. bye (:

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the cutest little boys on the face of this earth, bye (:

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so we finally got up to six bunnies! austin, kyle, kent, marc, jonathan and caleb! they're fricken adorable. caleb let me pet him like 39762 times and marc doesn't like me at all and ran away. ahaha. why would you ever scare all of us like that? a phone call isn't that hard to make. you should've done it. and saying that over a text message? you have issues. and you, you can get through this, we all know you can. just keep your head up.

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mmmm best friends. i went to kiddys house around 1, ate a bagel and got ready. danced to atl, rofl. mama rizzo and laura picked us up and took us to the outlets. of course, the first place we went was red mango. i didn't get anything, that's a surprise. we walked around for ...... hours. seriously. why were we there for so long? ahaha. we met up with paloma, izzy, brendan, emily and i forgot the other 2 girls names :|. they're all so nice, aw. we had no ride home so laur called johnny and he picked us up. we sat around kiddys house for like an hour, made hot cocoa since it was freeezing out<3. love this weather. when her dad got home we went and got wendys for dinner! we devoured it and then went on a walk, like always. we talked about everything, i love that. amanda picked laur and i up at 11:45. we both felt like crap. my throat is killing me. oh, i'm 48$ away from jonathans shoes. i've accomplished so much! bye (:

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today was ..... eventful. honestly, i'm going to say this almost everyday. school SUCKED. i cant wait till christmas break, even 1 week out of that place is great. summer, i miss you lots. when i came home amanda took me to dinner, early dinner because she had to go to work. we went to applebees. i really need to start eating healthy, this is kinda bad. i had no idea what plans were going on, so when we got home i just layed down and watched quarantine? the director of that movie needs help, just like lady gaga. lots of help. emily texted me saying everyones going to kims at 7. so at 6 i got ready and the kapps picked me up at 7! chett was already there when we got there, sarah and i played mission impossible in the backyard. for some reason, we always have to do that. kinda weird. after a good half hour, ian and cody came. we attempted watching 1408. but that didn't get far since the a.d.d level in that room was pretty high. "lets make it not awkward!!!!" ah that was seriously great. we turned off the movie and just talked for a while. everyone hid from chett outside, that was interesting. ahaha. when kims mom got home, we went inside for a little while then decided to play man hunt. took long enough to make the teams and everything, but we got through it. kim, emily, ian and i didn't hide, we just walked in a huge circle. that would happen. lmfao we're all so cool and layed on the driveway looking at stars. LOL. awesome.it took cody and ian a good 20 minutes to leave, but they eventually did. "IDK HOW TO HUG A FAT PERSON..." "you just grab what you can and pull it all together" lkmfafajggaksgh omg. hilarious. i just got home, it's early but i'm probaly going to bed soon. oh and p.s you guys are my best friends, forever. and i mean that. i'm not going to let things like what happend today get in the way of anything. we all just need to look past that. it's not even a fraction of our friendship, it's pointless to argue over and you can do what you want, i'm not going to stop you because you're good enough to make your own decisions and i trust you and love you both. bye (:

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school....... went by pretty fast today. i love days like that. it was picture day, lol. just LOL. when i came home i took a really quick nap, then amanda and i went to the outlets. we got f00d and bought sammy a birthday present! i wish i got one for myself, so cute. we picked up sammy, gave her her gift, then brought her to jess' (happy birthday<3333). i saw gina for a minute, i miss her lots. i think i'm gunna go take a nice long nap, i do this daily. bye (:

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first grade all year, hopefully it stays like this. bye (:

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last night around 11:30 i called dave and got to talk to caleb twice on the phone, i died and didnt fall asleep till 1. i'm so tired today. school was boring, came home and walked to get lunch, that was good. while walking home i got a @officalftsk tweet about where to get tickets for the tour. i went and called my dad and he actually let me. first 30 people get m&g. i'm pretty sure i was 1-30. pretty sure. hopefully i am, 55 days. omg bye (:

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this is austin, i really wish i could find him today. if he ran away or died, it was good knowing him for a day. school really sucks, i want it to be over. bye (:

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i never got any homework last year and having 3 assignments this weekend is telling me that i'm gunna have a lottttt to do this year. i still have no idea what i'm doign for my physc homework. i spent my day trying to say the bunny in my backyard that got stuck upside down in a crack in the fence, aw. i wanted to keep it. boo. amanda's at the vmas tonight, wow jealous. bye (:

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ilfpog, bye (:

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derek jeter made history tonight and i was there to see it! bye (:

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the second day of school was no better then the first, it sucked. but whatever, i have no choice but to go. amanda picked me up from school as soon as the last bell rang. we dropped off emily and saruh and then got some lunch. went home to pee, then off to looney tunes! we got there in like a half hour. got the blg cd and our wristband! we were the first people there, but the guy told us they aren't lining up till 7. so we went to panera to pee and then party city for a few. when we got back, there was 3 people sitting and the line was formed. it was 3:00. the guy lied :|. we hopped on the line and made friends with the people in front of us. jess, danni and phillip(i think~) around 7 boys like girls showed up and it started to rain, which is when we made friends with the girls behind us. alex, joanna and kelly! the rain caused me to have a bag over my head till they let us in. this kid and his friend were beyond beautiful, and they said something about my bag~. they let us in at 8. they changed it since cobra, but we were still first row. the opened with love drunk, of course everyone was singing it. i dont remember what they did play, but they were amazing. at the end, we all had to go outside and get on line again for the meet and greet. it was raining so i took out my bag, aha. we found kelly, joanna and alex and waited on line with them. said bye to danni and jess. and the really goood looking kid mimicked me ):, ass. we finally got in, no pictures but they were sweeethearts. such a great night, met some great people. bye (:

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first day of school sucked ass. this year should be very interesting. i hate everyone in my classes, i hate walking from one side of the school to the other back and forth and i hate that i still have to change my gym. hopefully it gets better. 10 months till summer, i cant wait. bye (:

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these past two months have been quiet an adventure. loosing friends, making friends, seeing people you haven't seen in so long, going far away, doing things you'll never forget and being remembered. i've lost a lot of friends but gained plenty of new ones. those few that i'm no longer friends with showed me a lot. i've learned that true friends stick together, through everything and they don't let anything get in the middle of them. that's why i still have the 2 best friends that i have. we stick through everything together. little fights that break friendships will never get in between us, ever. thank you guys for sticking by my side all this time. i've been to six shows since the beginning of july. i wish i could've gone to one everyday. that's the best part of the summer. shows. you don't have to wait till schools over and go in right when doors open. you get to sit on line all day and become friends with the people in front or behind you. it's just so much better. i got to see my best friend that lives across the country for 10 days. that was great. being with your best friend, in your favorite place in the entire world, california. i met a few people that have already have impacted my life and i hope i stay good friends with them. i got to see my two favorite bands / favorite people in a weeks time span. i couldn't have asked for those days to be any better. being remembered by two people that mean the world to you is one of the best feelings, ever. back to school for ten months. junior year is supposed to be the best year in high school, so i've heard. but it's the one year that counts the most. wish me luck. hopefully i get to meet some new people. it's definitely been a summer to remember. bye (:

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i really wanted to wake up before 11 today since school is around the corner, but i got up at 11:45. wow i suck. i showered, did my hair and everything then went to friendly's to meet up with emily, sarah and christine. that was fun. we walked over to the movies after. all about steve. it was alright. idk if i'd see it again. i got home around 6 and had dinner. just a relaxing last day of summer. the secret life finale sucked ass. tomorrow's a school night, well thats cute. i hope i get my haircut. bye (:

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such a fun day. i went to the deer park outlets with laur and kiddy around 2. we got johnny rockets for lunch and then shopped. i got two new vnecks, aw. bright pink and bright green. they make me look tan. ha. we walked around forever and sat by the fountain<333333. laura and i realized that skinny guys ankles are .... HOT. nothings ever hot, but that is. obvs we got red mango, lulz. around 6 mama rizzo picked us up and brought us to kiddys house. we watched nemo and had pizza for dinner. when nemo was over we went for a walk and johnny called laur asking what we were doing. so him and joe came and picked us up and we went go karting! that was fun, though i lost. sucks. i saw pictures and jonathan wore my hat today, i died. it made my night. bye (:

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so this morning sam and i realized that when jonathan said on stage "someone tweeted me telling me to go by bizzaro and i did, but nobody was there.." that was to me. i tweeted him saying that, but i totally forgot till i saw it this morning. hahaha i miss those boys already, 65 days! i dont wanna waittttt. bye (:

edit: i'm sorry.

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asglkhgasg today was amazing. woke up at 5:10, sooooo early. i took a shower then sam woke up at 5:30 and we got ready. around 7 we went and picked up shaunna then went to sams grandmas to switch cars. by then it was like 8 o'clock. we didn't hit any traffic and unlike sam and shaunna, i didn't sleep in the car. i should have, buh whatever. at 9:30 we stopped to get breakfast and got to the park at 10. we met 3 girls while waiting on the ticket line for a half hour, erin, emily and sylvvia (i think). once we got our tickets we ran to the candy store to see if they still had vip bracelets and they did! i got one for me and one for jamie, who never showed up ): boo. shaunna and i went on nitro a few times then got sam and went on skull mountain over and over. we went on the train ride and i saw ftsk doing sound check, my neck cracked cause that ride sucks and i wasn't even facing the right way, ow. we went over in this corner where the bands walk in and out, and sat there forever. kent finallllly came out and took pictures with everyone. then he wanted to go on superman! so sabrina, chrissy and i went with him. we stood on the line for a good 45 minutes. sam called me cause she was with jonathan, walking around and everything. so she let me talk to him on da phone. so qt. we finally got on the ride, took long enough. as we were waiting to go kent and i were talking about everything. i dont think people see how amazing he really is. the whole time going up kent thought he was going to fall out, then he fell in love with it. when we got off, the hey monday boys were getting on and kent said that we'll just go back on with them. so we sat down again. then the guy that walks them around came up to kent and said he can stay but we had to get off and kent was like "what are you talking about, they're with me." but we didn't have passes so kent told us to wait on the side and he went alone, aw. while standing there, caleb, ian, rich and everyone came up where we were. caleb looked at me and called me over. so i was talking to him for a while. "do you like my stache? touch it, do it" lmfao. love him. when kent got off i said bye to caleb and he told me he'll see me later. we walked kent back to where he needed to go then met up with sam by the water ride that jonathan was on. i was dying. when he got off everyone walked down the stairs and we were waiting in the corner. he saw me and attacked me, i almost fell over and he was soaked. "ah how have you beeen!?" i love that he remembers me every time, it's amazing. i gave him his hat and told him i'm sorry that he already has it and he told me he can always use two and mines better cause it doesn't have his twitter name on it, aw. i gave him the heart thing that i made and he loved it. he gave me a huge hug and we took pictures. i told him that i'm selling my guitar to get him a gift and hes like "no way, dont do that, don't do anything you'll regret. you'll get in trouble!" oh well, i dun care if i get in trouble, i want to get him what i have picked out<3! anyway we went to virtual bumper cars, which sucked a lot. i played against jonathan. "this sucks, lets sneak out before anyone notices" we ran outta there. then half the people we were with left us. i had him call jamie since she couldn't come and she practically died. i wore his sunglasses and he didn't realize till 5 minutes after. they were cute, i wanted them. he wanted to go on the sky thing that takes you around the park, so we go on line for that. it was just me, sam, shaunna, sylvvia, emily and erin. he was on the phone most of the time we were on line but then we all had a nice conversation. "vicky saporta......... gabe saporta" ha. we got on the sky ride, jonathan, sylvvia and erin(or emily, idk whose who) and i. it was short but fun. jonathan loved it. when we go to the bottom, the guy that works there was like "it comes in hard everytime... yes that was a joke" we couldn't stop laughing, then he said something about the pole and we just walked away. but he kept asking us where we're going. but we ignored him and left. the burst into laughter because of what he said. we met up with sam and them after they got off the ride and then jonathan said he had to go, we gave him hugs goodbye and he left. sams friend megan wanted to go on king da ka, so shaunna, megan and i went over there. it broke down like 3 times so it took forever to get on. kent, caleb, rich and a few other people were also waiting to go on, they waved to us and went in the back to get on the ride after us. when we got off we waited for them at the bottom and it was only caleb and rich. caleb gave me a huge hug. " i love you sweetie!" then he played with my hair. aw he's adorable. we walked with him and rich till they had to leave, big hug goodbye and he promised he'd go on bizzaro with us after the show. once we left him we went into the crowd, got barricade. well that was easy. good thing we didn't wait all day on the line, there would've been no point. the opened with my worst nightmare then hey brittnay, she likes, catastrophe (i caught jonathans water bottle!), phone call, believe me i'm lying, shes a lady, breakdown and woah oh. they were amazing. when they ended they tweeted about six flags not letting them come out to meet anyone. so we were kinda bumbed out but it was fine. we were about to walk to bizzaro and we see ian, and two other guys. one with a hoodie on, zippered up all the way and his hood on. i looked closer and it was caleb. "caleb i seee you!" "shhhhhhhhhhh" and that's when the fan girls chased him, and he ran for his life. i felt so bad. we gave up on trying to find everyone so we left around 10. such a great night. those 6 guys mean everything to me. this is why i like writing everyday. some days it sucks but days like these are worth every second. thank you jonathan samuel cook, kent allen garrison, caleb micheal turman, kyle william burns, stephen austin bello and marc andrew stewart for making my day amazing. i love you. bye (:

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happy 19th birthday amandaaaaaaa! i had so much fun spending the day wif you (: best sister ever! forever da sickest kids TOMORROW. i can't omg stoewhewlkghsldkhfsdlgl so excited! bye (:

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i need to start writing these in the middle of the day, not at night when i forget everything. uh? slept at cats with laura last nighttt. so fun. today we got f00d, then walked to best yet for monster and rainbow cookies. OH. we would. in the process of walking, ftsk posted their tour dates...... 11/9, 11/11 & 11/12 <3333333333333333333333 i can't wait. seriously. holy crap. that made my day and i forgot what happened after that. 68 days. bye (:

edit: really now? can we just grow up. things are in the past for a reason. forget about it. i didn't know 5 months later you still want time to sit down and think about how you're not comfortable being my friend. i'm perfectly fine and yet again, the mature one in the situation trying to fix all of it. thanks for not trying.

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HAPPY FUCKING SEPTEMBER. i don't feel like writing at all. my day consisted of best friends, long walks and port jeff. bye (:

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really, why are people counting down till school starts? everyone complains how close it is and then starts a countdown. wtf are you doing? anyway! i woke up at 1:30 today. that really needs to stop, haahha. amanda told me to get ready so we can go shopping. so i showered and what not then we went to applebees for lunch! that was good, tho i am getting sick of it. we went to the bank and got gas then went to the commack marshalls, i got a reallly cute shirt there and mander got a bag for her birfday. aftah that we got starbucks and went to roosevelt feild mawl. got a cute vneck from american apparel, and walked around uh forever. we left there and came home for dinner plus straightened up a little so we dont get in trouble. then went to the outlets and got red mango along with kohls for new converse, mmmmm teal <3. i love them. we went to kiddys house to say hi to her and laur for like 15 minutes then came home. today was a good day, the weather was great too. hopefully it's like that again tomorrow, bye (:

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wow. i wasted my day laying on my couch .... watching movies and sleeping. now i'm listening to the gunz show since i haven't in sooo long. hopefully i can stay up a little longer. i just want to sleep more. ahhaha bye (:

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you really are starting to bother me a lot, i have no idea why. whatever. today was boring and i have nothing to talk about. i don't feel like writing. all i want is to find a way to six flags friday, the end. bye (:

edit: oh? idk who was bothering me................. good thing i make no sense. whoever you were. i love you.

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blaaaah, one week till ftsk. not like it matters cause i'm not going. not even thinking about yesterday is putting me in a good mood, that's sad. i seriously have been crying for about 3 hours, i hate this. boo. someone please take me to six flags friday, i'll do anything. bye.

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i'm so happy right now, alghagksl today was great. i picked up kiddy around one and we stopped to get lunch quick, then went to the crazy donkey! the line wasn't long at all and as soon as we go on we met this girl sam, she was so nice. right away suarez came outside and we all went over and talked / took pictures. then went back on line. "HES ALLERGIC TO WATERMELONS" good for you. ha. the line was separated into too so we all move up and weren't close anymore to the buses! the ice cream man came, i got my sonic head whatever dude ice cream which turned my mouth so blue. i wanted to go sit by the bus while everyone was waiting on line but sam and kiddy didn't wanna come so i walked up to this girl who loves suarez and she and her other friend came with me. erin and emily, they're so nice. we met more friends: olivia, olivia, amanda, melisssa, alexa and samantha while we were standing over there. nate came out, he seriously looked like a zombie and needed sleep, but he was so cute and stayed and took pictures with us for like 5 minutes. after like a half hour they all went to do sound check and gabe was holding a bat and i asked him for a high five and he grabbed my hand and held it (: do want. he promised he would come out and talk after interviews and sound check. in the mean time, we met vicky-t. she wasnt in the greatest mood and everyone was pushing her, not cool. but later on she was in a great mood. sam, shaunna and mel came. and i had story time with them, kiddy, olivia, olivia and amanda about 4/30 since "ooa" watched me get on the bus. around 5:45 we all went back to our spot in line since we weren't there the whole time. they let us in at 6 and we went right to the back outside where we stand every show. chatted with john all night, he really did love us. vicky-t and her two friends came over to us and we played would you rather for a good 20 minutes, so much fun. she's so sweet. we talked to andrew goldstein ova the fence, he gave me his favorite bracelet and some topspotusa.com one tooo, thank you :D i saw him later on and he gave me a huge hug, but we never took a picture, booooo! gunz promised me he'd call jonathan and let me talk to him about the hat, that never happend. thank you. when cobra was walking in to go play we stopped them, gave vicky-t another lay cause she forgot it! then i gave gabe one, we took a picture over the fence, how cute. haha. we ran inside and shaunna and i lost everyone once we got in the crowd. as soon as they played, gabe ripped off the lay and threw it into the crowd, he would. they played pete wentz, nice guys, gggb, hollaback boy, snakes on a plane, the city is at war, pleasure ryland, kiss my sass, damn you look good, smile for the paparazzi, my moves are white, send my love to the dance floor, the world has its shine<33333 i cried, diamond girl and guilty pleasure. during gp there was a circle pit so i left shaunna, ran through the pit and got a lot closer, just for like half the song, but it was great and i cried some more. as soon as they ended shaunna and i ran outside to wait for them to come out, we got there before a lot of people, but we didnt go by the bus cause they have to come out from the back, so we stood over there by john. then a lot more people started to come. gabe was standing there talking to people on his side of the caution tape for a good 10 minutes, then came by us. he started on the right and we were in the middle. i was going to punch the girl next to me or rip her head off, something that would make her shut up. idc what color sharpies you have or that you wanted to go to bamboozle, or that you don't know whose in what band, why are you even here? haaaaa. i'm so nice. gabe came over to usss and took a pictuah with shaunna then he was signing shaunna's bag and i was like "we got married decemeber 7th. 2007" and hes like "who?!" i said "me and you!" and then it was silent for like 2 seconds and hes like "omg i remember that! and you came back and gave me that statue thing at the signing!" oh really, like 5 tours, 5724986723 fans and 2 years later the man still remembers that. he gave me his all access bracelet and a bracelet someone made for him! so i had him call my friend danielle and while he was on the phone he grabbed my hand and started playing with it and we were like holding hands their whole phone call and he like pet my face, it was so cute. we took our picture~ obvs. and talked for like another minute, then when we left he kissed me on the cheek and i walked away hysterical crying (: that made my night. we found sam and kiddy over by suarez, so i had him call danielle tooo. when i said bye he gave me such a big hug and said "it was good seeing you." i didn't get to meet ryland, but i'm satisifed with who i met and what happend. i guess the crazy donkey is where i have all my good luck now. tonight was amazing. "you guys are always fucking cobras for life!" xo. bye (:

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dear forever the sickest kids, i miss you guys a lot and 9 more days till i see your beautiful faces. sincerely, your favorite person ever. she likes on repeat all day. cobra tomorrow~ bye (:

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another boring day, i miss ftsk a lot. sleeping at cats! bye (:

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all i want to say is that for whoever got jonathan the same hat that i have had sitting in my room for two months, thank you. thank you for making me now feel like an asshole when i hand him his hat beacuse he already has it. really. who cares if im "over reacting" i twitpiced a picture of the hat, he replied to it. i'm sure you saw that, and saw the hat. over 400 people did. i hope you know that you just ruined it for me. the next present, he wont be getting two of, because i'll keep that a secret. even when i'm not happy i put a smiley face after the bye, it's just because i have been since day one. idk bad habit? bye (:

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oh the cab, i've missed them so much since bamboozle. though the band isn't the same anymore without cash and ian they still did great. i got to roosevelt field around 4 and met up with sam and shaunna at dicks~. we walked to macys, sam got her makeup and den we went outside by the stage and all the tents. we played some fun hoolahoop game at the truth tent and won some coool stuff. the cab came on at 5 so we walked ova to the stage and watched them qts. dw them all the time except when deleon sings i gotta feeling, ha! when they ended we went over to the fye tent for their signing but we all already have the cd, so we went to walk into the mall and the boys passed us in secuirty cars. marshall points to the three of us then points to the signing, but we weren't going ): boo. bryan rolls down his window, makes a kissy sound and does an air kiss. it was histerical and really cute. we went and got f00d then went back to sams. we went in the pool and what not. took the funniest videos ever. shaunna and i are both sleeping over sams, this should be fun. oh the cab, i'm sad you said you're not coming back to the east coast for a few months, but new music would be great. bye (:

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today was emily and sarahs birthday party! it was a lot of fun. minus the heat / hair messing up. emily and i basically stayed in her room most of the time with the nice ac, ha. good host! val picked me up around 10 and we went to town to meet up with her friends ben and mike. amanda eventually met up with us. it took us forever to say bye, i'm gunna miss her sooo much. i had fun the past 3 months with her. bye (:

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today's pretty boring. hopefully i get to see val later since she's going back to school on sunday. this summer has been amazing with her, i love her to death. i feel like cleaning my whole house, so i might do that now. bye (:

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happy birthday kiddy, i love you. bye (:

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i loved today. laura and i got on the 11:18 train to penn, when we got in we ran to kmart cause my eyeliner was uh..... stuck in the cap? ahaha. we walked out and met up with sam! we got a taxi and gor dropped off at central park, where tsa was hanging out. everyone was just sitting in a huge circle telling their stories, it was fun. after like an hour, stella, taylor and everyone else showed up. laur, sam and i hung out with stella along with two other girls, audrey and lauren. we took group pictures and what not. with like 12 other people plus andrew and eric, we all walked nyc to the subway, but had to stop twice for food, ricos empananananadas~ ha. walking in all the heat we did manage to get to the venue. sam, laura and i got chipolte! and kiddy met up with us. it rained for like 5 minutes so we sat inside and when it stopped we got on the line, really close. when we got in kiddy and laur ran to the front and sam and i sat in the movie theater seats. during every band that played before tsa, sam and i were hanging out with stella, talking to andrew and andy, going into the bathroom and taking pictures, idk we basically did everything. when the color fred came on i left sam and went into the crowd, third row. but by the end i was second, right behind my best friends. sam came down for tsa. they opened with come what may, one of my favorites. ealier in the day i asked andrew if he can say happy birthday kiddy before the man i am, since it's her favorite. and he told me to remind him when he was walking around before their set, which i did. so after laura and sam were screaming at him to look at his hand, he says "o by the way it's our friend kiddys birthday today, so this song is for her." she deserved it a lot and was bawling her eyes out. happy tears (: at the end of the show we all went outside by tsa's van. you'd think that everyone would go over there but there was only like 15 people? andrew had a potato gun, shooting everyone while eating his colored twizzlers. we took retarded pictures and just talked for like a good 20 minutes, attempted group pictures with eric which just failed. eric gave me the biggest hug ever and thanked me for giving him a drink and it was just sew qt. we were the last 4 people standing there with them. after saying bye we dropped sam off at penn, sang happy birthday to kiddy at 12 and stopped for some good. i loved every minute of today, it was so great. i will love you til the day that i am dead. bye (:

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lmfao what happend today? i dont remember, bye (:

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lia and melissa are sleeping over today, i haven't seen them since july. we went to the mall and drove around with amanda for hours, ha if only people knew what we were doing ahahaha. omg i love my life and my friends, bye (: